well, I used to weigh more than 165 pounds in the old days. Now, I'm 110 but still there is still a long way to go. I still find myself fat and disgusting every time I look in the mirror. I've been living on a muffin and 2 cups of coffee with skimmed milka day. Today I binged and I hate myself for it :( I'm going to restrict my intake of food to the two cups of coffee, dropping the muffin for the next five days. I'm afraid to weigh myself after all the food I ate today. I will only weigh myself on monday. my goal weight is 90 pounds. wish me luck guys for the next couple of days!!!